mannequin

I am still

Turning to stone

Hoping the permanent feature

Will somehow be turned to life
The hand of midas instead turned me to stone

Gargoyle 
staring at the world go by
as though trapped in a glass jar barely breathing
somehow a guardian
the companion never leaving
always there

Did you notice 

Do you see the dead aching

Stagnant water turned green
pools of longing and wait
not flowing but still
Mannequin 
no language just a cause
silent fight

staring at you beyond the facade 

Stuck in position

Starved into immobility

Frozen, watching

Waiting, hoping
Unnoticed, unwanted

The observer from an alien place

Trying to be a part
reality
Its like breathing and your lungs reject the air
Wheeze and squeak
self destruct 

Needing to thaw but cold hearts freeze

the realisation that there is nothing left

The tunnel is invitingly dry

Going deeper to maybe provoke a response

About the distance

The silence, the darkness

Statue
still here, invisible
At home in empty spaces
The tunnel my home
just me, her and the music

Silencing the noise
Dancing  at darkness

Zion class

I AM A JOINT
No creaking is heard from me
Simply a conduit
Connection upwards to supply
Seeking only clarity, in me
 Perception Killing all self will
I am only because
 i am connected
 Grace flowing through me
Not trying to grasp
 No pride
 Seeking understanding

Ears to hear
Eyes to see
Feet not missing a beat
Heart Humming in line with your desires
Never not once, a wrong move

I am zion class
Not limited by my street
I look up and i see the covering
Expansed like the skies above us all
 It sheilds us,
covers us
 Yet transparent leading only to HIM
 In my world we are all connected
We are a sanctuary
My brothers in Tokyo Raise their hands with me
 We transact with God
Our onness encoded in our DNA
 His values are mine
 These values streaming from apostolic flow
 I drink and i am sustained
Watching the ways
That i may replicate
 Producing Christ from me Inside
Transformed in him
 Trailing,
tracking,
searching
Becoming, everything that he wants